Have you ever feel to be in pain cause by someone? Have you ever
feel like crying every time you see that person? Have you ever feel of wanting
to with him again even though it’s not worthy? When you love that person you should prepare
yourself getting hurt because that’s what love is. You have to take the
consequences while loving him because not every relationship is perfect. Even
the perfect couple with a perfect relationship separate when they hit a problem
or mistake and can’t fix it just because of that mistake.
Being at this kind
of age I've experiences how to be hurt, but seriously speaking you wouldn't
want to feel this kind of pain inside your chest. You can’t breathe properly because
your chest is aching and all you want to do is to burst all the pain your
feeling right now. Those feelings were you can’t control yourself from being
hurt. It’s not easy to be okay, when you’re bringing something inside you.
The first time I felt
that kind of pain when the person I love broke up with me and the most painful
part is that he just plays my feelings. I try to move on while we have still
contact with each other, how did I do that? Well, I just focus on some other
things while I’m still in love with him. Until I forget my feelings for him and
all I just want by that time is him because I need someone to talk about my
problems. But I still thank god for meeting that man at least I've experienced
to be in love in a short period of time.
And after 4 years I
felt the same pain again and I don't know why do I have to feel that kind of pain when I know
to myself that I didn't love him. I just
like him and I didn't learn to love him. Just when I saw his photo together
with his girlfriend, I was hurt and can’t breathe at that moment and also I feel
like crying but I force myself to stop those tears to run down from my face. I
thank god that I’m okay and I make myself busy because of school works so that I
can’t think of it again.
In every heartache
that comes into our life we get lesson from it. Maybe god gave them to us is
because he want us to know that not every love is always happy ending, sometime
you’ll get hurt too. So, when you get hurt you two are not compatible with each
other and god has planned someone for your future. Don’t rush to have a lover,
time will come and you’ll have your happy ending.
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